Sailor

So here I am. High as a kite and drunk as a sailor. Why do I feel like I am 6 feet under? I have seen the end of love. I have seen the end of my life as I know it. (i'm not suicidal, dont get the wrong idea) but the life i have built is gone. Its far away from where I wanted it to be. Its never going to be the same. I love you Sean. I always will. Please dont think that will ever change. Please dont think I have given up on us. I never will. You are the one for me. You are everything to me. I will never be the same without you.