never lie down

There is a song by Great Big Sea. Its called Ordinary day, I suggest you listen to it. Its pretty good. There is a line from it, I quote:
"She might stumble if they push her around
She might fall, but she'll never lie down
Its not so bad"
I think i may have been a little over emotional about the whole Kick thing. I think in the end, its probably for the best that me and my obsession for the last few months will just be friends. I mean, who knows what will happen in the future, but I think friendship is as far as it will go. And now that my mind is not clouded by him, I can honestly see that I was wasting my time pinning over someone. No matter who it is, you must always be true to yourself. Another friend of mine reminded me of that. Love yourself. I am so worth it...Should I dye my hair? lol I have alot to offer, and I think that one day, I will find my prince. For now, I love who I am, and no one can change that. I hink I can offer alot to this boy as his friend. If nothing else, maybe I can help him avoid some of the mistakes I made as a kid. I am only 2 years older then him, but I have alot more life experiance. In anycase, I realize now that I dont need to find happiness in someone else. Its in me.